Hope for the greater good
Loss, debt, hurt, pain, disappointment such is the cry of
many … will we ever find hope?
Disappointment crept into my soul when I reviewed the
objectives that I had set for the 2016.
It’s March and thing were at a standstill. Even though I had planned for a balanced
budget by March the reality was far from the perceived objective. Frustrated, I went back to the drawing
board. It’s time to Pray. Will it work this time?
Is God really listening? Is he
really there? When will I get it
right? What have I done wrong? These were the questions that prevailed in my
mind.
In a desperate attempt to do something different (stupid to be more precise), I recorded the debts on sticky notes, stuck them in my Bible and left them. God will take care of them.
A few days later I was gifted with a new book. The Shack: Wm. Paul Young. This book is a must read.
Below I will discuss a couple of tidbits that provoked my
thoughts and the questions I asked myself.
- “Beings pursue independence; however, relationship is more important “ (spiritual, emotional, physical)
Questions: Will I
truly experience independence? Until I
absolutely surrender my will, No. I have
said and I have tried several times. But in absolute truth I have tried to be
independent in my own strength. Will I
ever get it right? I don’t know. It’s not that I don’t trust God. The truth is I am a human being. I make mistakes. But, getting it right requires
that I surrender my will to the Creator of the universe. He gave me free will, now I have to freely
surrender my will to Him, knowing that my relationship with Him is hope for the
greater good.
- “The Great Sadness “(loss of a loved one). “Sometimes we suppress feelings to keep others out”
Questions: What if I
had…..? Will I ever see my loved one
again? Is he in heaven? I thought I had gotten over it. The hurt and pain returned. My God, it’s still there! Sadness..
Questioning the death of a child in this cruel world. Where was God? Did he know about this? Yes. He is omniscient (all-knowing) and omnipresent. So why didn’t He stop it? God has no favourites;
there is hope for all of us. Accept what
is. Everything is occurring exactly
according to His purpose without violating our choice of will. We can only live in the present. The past is behind the future is unknown to
us.
"Don't lose hope, you never know what tomorrow brings" : photoswithquotes.com
Keep believing hon and just submit. It will all fall into place. I know its easier said than done but it can be done. God bless you sis.
ReplyDeletethanks for the encouragement
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